Sunday, April 20, 2008

Catatonic Smoker



When your soul is on strike and your hand's a gone limp

When your voice seems to stutter and guilt is your pimp

And the fast train is moving and you're lagging behind

With feet made for falling and legs that won't mind

The backwards thoughts of your brain and the ghosts in your head

The catatonic smoker that won't get out of bed

You stare into space as the world falls away

With eyes that see everything, but clear light of day


You breathe and you blow with a huff and a sigh

You toss to and fro, wishing to die

The easy way out is obvious to see

The hard way is difficult, but better to be

You might think it dangerous - a foolhardy quest

But being true to yourself is always what's best

And you'll never know what's on the other side of the fence

If you lie there in state and give up and quit


Of course it's your choice even if it's the wrong one

Who am I to say anything? My dishes aren't done

The funeral was nice, but there's blood in my ears

I can't stop the ringing of your doubts and your fears

But you can't let them own you, that isn't their place

You deserve so much more from this blasphemous race

You have to be strong and stand up again and

Fight all your battles, even if you don't win 


What makes a man isn't what happens to him

But what he says to their faces when they're laughing at him

Even if your message doesn't get through

Doesn't mean your opinion is any less true

Now don't you ever lie to me, you beautiful man

Even if no one's behind you, I believe that you can

Say what you want to say, scream it at them and

Bleed out your heart through the ink from your pen

Bleed out your heart




December 28, 2006